Few days ago one of my friends shared about his personal struggle
in loving people (in general). He infact felt that he no longer had love for
the ‘people’. I said in my heart then, “yeah I ‘ve been there and have done
that”. Quoting John Maxwell here, “having experiences do not make us wiser,
evaluated experiences do”. I began to evaluate why Christians usually go
through this phase. The most amazing times of our christian journey for most us
is usually the beginning. There is so much passion then. A phase of life when
tears don’t stop falling from our eyes during worship, praying and reading the
word is so effortless, there is so much of love for the people to serve them
and help them and we just want to be soaked in the presence of God night and
day. The sad part of the story is that as time progresses, the ‘passion’ is
gone.
What happens to us? What happens to the freshness? Why does it
become so stereotypical?
One of the answers that I figured is that as time takes it toll in
our christian walk, ‘maturity’ hits us. Just like a child who learns to be self
reliant, we feel as Christians we should also stop holding onto God’s hand and
walk on our own. And in this walk of self righteousness, self reliance and
pride, we eventually dry out.
The only hindrance in our personal walks with Christ is when we
stop receiving from him. And this is one of the side effects of being self
reliant. In Luke 10:42 Jesus mentions that
only one thing was needful which was chosen by Mary. What we need to learn from
Mary’s life (Luke 10:38-42) is to sit at the feet of Jesus and constantly
receive from him. Martha was distracted in her preparations to serve Christ.
Both of them loved Jesus, one served and the other drew from him. Matthew 20:28 says that the son of man came not to be served
but to serve. And we need to allow Christ to serve us by receiving from him. I
believe our eyes should be on the receiving part which will in turn direct us
to serve. One thing that is needful as Jesus mentions is to sit at his feet and
receive from him.
Samuel Thomas (Sam)
Sam is actively involved in Christian ministry in various capacities. He can be reached on samvthom16@gmail.com